June 12th, 2007

Subject: hmm amusing...ish Time: 10:59 pm

I had to erase some pretty awful high school self pity bullshit that I posted on livejournal a while ago, It was kinda funny, but mostly lame. I kept some Nietzsche Quotes, mostly because I think it's really funny that I thought I understood him in high school, which I clearly didn't judging by the self pity entries, but also because I understand them so much more now then I did then. I also wanted to point out think it's funny that very few will read this... at all, people need to realize that their lives are so much better when I'm in their thoughts. (that was a joke...ish) So now the question becomes, who have I become now? Let's explore this with a series of questions and answers. Q: So what happened to my self pity anyway? A: It was really stupid, so i stopped it. Q: Was High School the catalyst for so much of my unhappiness? A: It would be irresponsible of me to completely blame High School for my general unhappiness at that time. that being said, Yes. High School was a catalyst for some of my unhappiness, however a lot of it stemmed from the fact that I succumbed to the intrinsic treacherous social evils of High School and in essence allowed High School to get to me and unhappiness followed. Q: Do I still enjoy Pie? A: Of course! Pie is an excellent dessert dish, my current favorite pies include Blueberry, and Cherry. Q: What happened after High school that helped me wash myself of the unhappiness that plagued my life previously. A: In short, life happened, college happened, interesting friends and interesting new experiences happened. Perspective is an funny thing, everyone thinks they have it already... until they actually get it, and then they feel damned stupid. Q:What is the key to happiness? A: The key is to stop trying to find the key, then accepting that there is no key, and then looking back on your search for the key, and finding it really hilarious that you looked for a needle in a haystack, and ended up finding out that there never even was a needle... or a haystack... What the hell were you looking in anyway? Wasn't that whole search stupid? Don't you find that hilarious? I sure do. The route I used to be happy is to allow unhappiness to die... It's more difficult and more involved than it sounds, but that's it in a nutshell. Hmm.. interesting developments aren't they? The one about pie is particularly enlightening I think. Personally I think my life is the most interesting life ever over everyone else's, but then, you should be thinking the same about yourselves.

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December 5th, 2005

Subject: Photography Time: 12:14 am

I have posted some of my photography at: http://jules90000.deviantart.com/ Check it out, comments are welcome.

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July 26th, 2005

Time: 11:25 pm

You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist. -Nietzsche

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Time: 11:23 pm

"The only way to live a good life is by acting on your emotions."

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June 22nd, 2004

Subject: Tis late... Time: 01:00 am Current Mood: discontent

I don't know, it's late (exactly 1:00AM) i was being bored, searching around, and I came across this poem, It was my favorite poem when I was little, I even had it memorized, and I have found that i still remember most of it, but anyway, everyone Probably knows this poem: JABBERWOCKY Lewis Carroll `Twas brillig, and the slithy toves   Did gyre and gimble in the wabe: All mimsy were the borogoves,   And the mome raths outgrabe. "Beware the Jabberwock, my son!   The jaws that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun   The frumious Bandersnatch!" He took his vorpal sword in hand:   Long time the manxome foe he sought -- So rested he by the Tumtum tree,   And stood awhile in thought. And, as in uffish thought he stood,   The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood,   And burbled as it came! One, two! One, two! And through and through   The vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head   He went galumphing back. "And, has thou slain the Jabberwock?   Come to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!'   He chortled in his joy. `Twas brillig, and the slithy toves   Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves,   And the mome raths outgrabe.

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